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Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Hello, I'm gonna talk to you again.
I actually had a job interview today. Not a successful one, mind you, or even on that I thought would be such. It was for this other clothing store, at the mall, that I applied for awhile back. They actually called BEFORE about an interview the day I was hired at that last place..but appearently they don't keep track of that.
It appears to be the same deal: not many hours; on call..Also appearently it's their dresscode to wear only shirts from the brands their store freakin sells. What's the sound I'm looking for, to react for you, requarding this?
Puuhhh!
Something like that.No, but the people at this store were very nice, so I polited explained I wasn't interested in the job at this time. So....yeah, no change. Really that above story is rather pointless.
I purchased a book on drawing 'Occult & Horror' manga characters, while killing time at the mall. I think seeing all these style characters at deviantART is getting to me. I see purty things, I wanna make purty things! I doubt I'd get very far.
Likewise, lurking at ebay & seeing ooak dolls makes me want to design ones of my own..Ain't gonna happen, I know. But one can dream. I even came across a web page that give some tips requarding this.
My little kitten: 'Baby' is appearently in heat & could even be pregnant by one of our 2 male stray cats we feed. I'm a bad pet owner. :( But in my defence, we only learned she was pregnant not too long ago...Plus I had STUFF to do!..like sitting here infront of the computer all day.
I did manage to call a vet today & he said she couldn't be fixed until she wasn't 'in heat' anymore. (who came up with that term? 'in heat'? The hell is that even suppose to mean? I keep picturing my maturing kitten going up in flames.)
I've said my piece.
You may leave now.
Posted by Sara @ 04:31 PM CST [Link] [No Comments]
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Cabin fever's kicking in... >:E
I SHALL go out tomorrow! I WILL!
But where to? I can pick up groceries, surely. Fill out job applications...where? I'm not sure. There's a dollar store in this whole 'strip mall' area about 15 minutes from my house. Always seems busy there, but other options do I have?Oh, heck. I'm tired of talking to you.
Posted by Sara @ 01:36 PM CST [Link] [No Comments]
Monday, February 25, 2008
I just had a dream. I feel I should mention it here. So so rarely do I remember them.
Basically I just recall the last part of it.
I see part of what looks like a body up in a tree. Or actually the tree near the front of our house. I yell to someone about this, even before I walk to the front to see the entire body of an old man sitting up there. His mouth is open, he really looks dead. I think he might have been tied up there.Somehow, he comes down. Turns out he IS alive. He's been up there for 4 days he says. I know this doesn't see possible - but I'm actually in one of those rare dreams where I'm not aware it's a dream. He's very greatful to me. Although the details are abit blurry by now - I WAS appearently the one to find him. Seems he his my grandfather infact. I may actually be someone else in this dream.
But alittle later on, I am moving pieces around. They could be some crappy school projects from art class saved. My actual father is there. He makes some slightly sarcastic (or how I hear it) comment about how it was a good day for me..or something to that manner. I make some monotone comment back (like I usually do) & make way in another direction to avoid him.
I believe I woke up after that.
I'm not very sure why I dreamed about an old man. Or someone that was suppose to be my grandfather. Now my grandfather on my dad's side, (paternal?) is dead alcourse, never met the bastard. The on my mom's side, (maternal?) I haven't seen in over 12 years. I really have no opinion about him.
He might have been in the hospital awhile back..I might have mentioned that here. Either way it was atleast a month ago & I really didnt' care then.
Idontknow.
See you later.Posted by Sara @ 06:36 PM CST [Link] [No Comments]
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Nice sunny day. Snow melting outside.
I'm gonna hang out with my cousin this coming Saturday. While I was staying at their house, I mentioned how if she ever wanted to see a movie with me or do anything on a Saturday or Sunday, just to call so we could set it up. There really aren't any 'kid-friendly' movies playing right now..But at the very least we can go to various stores & play at the movie theater's arcade. 10 year olds are quite fun to hang out with. Basically they give you an excuse to play with ANYTHING if possible...Hey, I should bring my camera! :D
I believe I need a new shelf..I'm simply running out of space for my various junk. I've moved my loose displayed action figures from on top of a old & unstable dresser (where they were constantly being knocked over) to the top of my entertainment center. They are stable enough there, but out of view & make my entertainment cabnet look rather messy.
So..I could probably store a new shelf in this computer room. Between this desk I'm typing on & the desk I SHOULD have used for drawing but now is starting to store collectable stuff upon.
Beyond that, there's not much other room. Generally all of the walls are covered by posters & action figures, in their cases, hanging by nails.
I really should take & post some updated pictures of all this..Just to show SOMEONE. My parents probably don't look at it & my cousin is freaked out by the horror ones. Still, I love all of it.
This was a suprisenly postive entry.
Let's us leave on that note.Posted by Sara @ 11:35 AM CST [Link] [No Comments]
Saturday, February 23, 2008
When I can't sleep I will mentally work on things..Nothing too involved, alcourse, just planning on things for my other sites.
I've been meaning to work on getting more done. What, with this free time & all. But just can't seem to make this happen.
So, what I need to do is - make time go slower. Know how to do that? Get abunch of small projects that require little preparedness. That way you can get LOTS done in a short time!
Does that make sense? ..well, it made sense to ME while trying to sleep last night..
Posted by Sara @ 03:55 PM CST [Link] [No Comments]
Friday, February 22, 2008
I made this in under a hour:
And it takes 25 seconds to view...do you dare?
Posted by Sara @ 04:18 PM CST [Link] [No Comments]
Yea! I make new video!
Well, I'm happy about it anyways...despite a few glips (is that the word?) in it. Frankly I ain't editing it anymore. Still this song is PERFECT for a Clex video.
In other news, it's a lovely unemployed day. 'Cause it's suppose to snow I ain't got to drive anywhere. And it's Friday. I get my Entertainment Weekly (which I tried to unsubscribe from & am too lazy to try look further into) & the Soup is on. Until new episodes of shows start &/or I get a job & start to dread busy weekends - all other days are basically the same for me...Cept for Sundays. Sundays sucks because there is no mail & no possiblity of any sweet SWEET packages coming in.
I have nothing of importants to speak of.
See you later.Posted by Sara @ 10:09 AM CST [Link] [No Comments]
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Good deal. My sites are back up. Everything was down last night, when I checked last.
I learn something important..oddly enough from a Gameplan trailer. And some research from the internet.
There IS such a thing as an Allergy to cinnamon!
Here I thought I was nuts..Or that my 'thing' against cinnamon was just another one those foods I was simply very picky against (onions, waterchestnuts, peppers, chocolate in 'melted' form, pancakes, molassics are among the other items I can not stand). I remember I COULD eat cinnamon very early on. Just after eating some cereal with cinnamon & getting sick afterwards - I've avoided it ever since.
The smell I simply can not stand. And it LURKS. If someone made oatmeal with cinnamon in the microwave, the smell would REMAIN. Hence I could not make anything in there - less the smell would get on MY food.
Nor can I have anything with cinnamon TOUCHING anything I will eat. Which is why I have a problem with doughnuts that are boxed with cinnamon covered ones. Or somethings baked goods will be stored in an area where cinnamon was.
Then there are foods with small amounts. Or that list 'spices' in the ingrediants. But I can tell immediantly. These are mostly baked goods but anything 'spicey' COULD include cinnamon. Another reason I avoid new foods. Sticking with only the ones I know. But wouldn't you know, there will be certain sweets I like & out of the blue - they suddenly add CINNAMON or NUTMEG to the receipe. I know this has happened to animal crackers & most 'tasty kake' products.
Since I avoid cinnamon/ginger/nutmeg (all part of the same unholy spice family) like the plauge. I'm not sure if I've ever remember having an allergic reaction.
Except someone mentioned Dr Pepper possibly having it in their ingrediants. Interesting because (another sideway story - I'm addicted to lipgloss to the point where I imply it atleast every hour ) this Dr Pepper lipgloss I have seems to make the area around my mouth red & slightly warm. Not too much of an inconveince if I only use it at home, so I've never given it much thought.
Hopefully this is my only allergy. My sister developed abunch later in her life. (seadfood, diary, cats, probably some more) But I believe that was still while she was in her late teens/early 20s.
In other news, my current project is going though my Smallville DVDs & collecting the 'Clex' moments (Clark & Lex together) for making some music videos. So far I've only finished disc 3 but there's like an half hour footage I've collected of them drinking coffee, talking & staring at each other while dramatic music plays.
Ah, good ole cheesy, bad CGI, first season Smallville. Full of freaks of the week plotlines & more gay subtext than you can shake a stick at. Right now, the show's mostly Lanaville with some storylines rejected from Supernatural. And the only Clex scenes ya get is Clark showing up unannouced at Lex's house to accuse him of being PURE EVIL. Why Lex doesn't release the hounds on Clark is beyond me..Must be LOVE, or OBSESSION. Same difference.
See you later.
Posted by Sara @ 12:47 PM CST [Link] [No Comments]
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Your update on my life,
2/17/08:My uncle called alittle bit ago, asking if I wanted to come over for a sleepover with my cousin. So atleast I'm getting out of the house tonight. And they's got 'On Demand' cable. :D
Extactly, WHY does it take my parents so long to go grocery shopping? Just wondering..It's been like over 2 hours. It takes maybe 30 minutes to get there. But then, whenever they go AWHERE, they must stop & eat so I guess that accounts for another half hour.
Signed up on Blockbuster's online Netflix-rippoff program. Seems pretty crappy so far.
Here's some movies I added to my Queue & their availablity:
Popcorn - Available
Family Guy: Blue Harvest - Available
The Fearless Vampire Killers - Available
My Neighbor Toroto - Short Wait
Going to Pieces: The Rise & Fall of the Slasher Film - Short Wait
Another Gay Movie - Long Wait
Vampires Anonymous - Very Long WaitNow the items with the 'short wait' are suppose to be shipped out without two weeks, so since I'm probably just gonna take advanage of the 2 week trial, I probably won't get to see most here.
I've never had a problem with waiting for movies to be available with Netflix. Frankly I doubt there's a high demand for most of the films I wanna see. Which makes me wonder if the local place where they send these Blockbuster disc from is just a big warehouse with a few thousand dvds & 1 or 2 copies of older movies or something..
Well, live & learn.
This concludes my complaining day.
Til we meet again.Posted by Sara @ 12:44 PM CST [Link]
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Bringing you up to date on my life:
Thursday
- babysat from 5:30pm - 10pm - Made $40
- received scratch off lottery tickets from parents, won $45Friday
- got taxes done. Will receive $517 within 2 weeks. (SCORE!)Money is good..money is very good.
The other details of the past 2 days are boring &/or too hard for me to recall or describe. Or something like that.Allow me to give some
Half-assed Movie Reviews from my recent Netflix rentals.Rob Zombie's Halloween (aka Not Another Horror Remake!)
Take the basic Halloween film, add in abunch of extra nudity, rape scenes, voilence & you get this. Oh & there's also a brief strip show scene because Rob Zombie MUST show his wife's body any chance he gets. And the Myers broad has been replaced with your standard dysfunctional drunkin' fightin' white trash family. And young Michael Myers is now a KISS fan whom looks like an extra from Dogtown and Z-Boys. Still, it COULD HAVE been worse, so I'll give this a D+ for effort.The Heartbreak Kid
Ben Stiller doesn't want to get married. But then he does. Then the girl turns out to be a total bitch & nutjob. Then he meets the standard 'perfect girl'. And then he's trying to get with her. That's how far I got - maybe a hour in. You can really figure how what's going to happen & since I don't HAVE to give movie reviews to customers anymore, I didn't finish. It just wasn't funny. D+ seems fair enough.Eyes Without a Face 1960 French horror film. Rather slow, but good visuals & music. Basically the plot involves a disfigured girl who is forced to wear a mask & her father killing girls in an attempt to transplants their face onto his daughter's. There were even a few scenes that freaked me out alittle. Overall I enjoyed it. B
Screen capture & animated gif from it:
Alice, Sweet Alice 1976 horror film - with a brief role (she's the first to get killed) by Brooke Shields. I remember there used to be a old VHS tape of this for rental at this other video store (not the one I worked at). I've passed over dozens of times & based on the brief description on the back, it always seemed like a less than average low budget slasher flick to me. But I was surpised, this was actually really good! And went alittle too long & some things about the revelation of the killer, I believe, didn't quite match up. But the acting was really good & there were alot of creepy & scarish scenes.
For a horror flick I'll give this a B+Screen captures:
That actress above, who is playing a 12 year old. She appearently (well, according to the imdb anyways) was 19 at the time of filming! She really doesn't look it in the film at all.
My 2 week trial at Netflix is nearly over, so I may simple cancel & get a trial at the EVOL Blockbuster online..Just 'cause 2 free weeks are 2 FREE WEEKS.
I bid you good evening.
Posted by Sara @ 05:17 PM CST [Link]
Thursday, February 14, 2008
If you are actually reading this, I wish YOU a happy Valentine's Day!
See, Batman's SO awesome - that he doesn't HAVE to smile. Not even for his freakin' offical Valentine's Day kit. In fact, he believe the whole holiday is a joke. A waste of time when one could be fighting crime. Are YOU fighting crime? Either you're a solution or you're part of the problem!If that's not to your liking, how 'bout this one?
Yes, YOU can be a homicidal killer's Valentine! Granted he will probably cram those chocolate candies down your throat & spray you with acid..But atleast you'll have a interesting 'first date' story to tell the kids.Have a nice day, folks.
Posted by Sara @ 08:00 AM CST [Link]
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Eh, ya know..I write up a nice - rather large entry yesturday, but somewhere between proof reading it (yes, believe it or not) I seemed to have closed a window or clicked something or other..
But here's the wrap up -
I'm job-free again.
No one showed up at the store yesturday. At opening time I went home & when they called me up I pretty much told them I was not coming in anymore. Hopefully they got the meaning that I was quiting, but either way I'm not coming in anymore.There are reasons for this. One is that my parent's are constantly bitching & telling me to find another job. Another is that I don't get many hours, despite being on call whenever I'm not scheduled to work. And then there's the fact that the people there don't seem like they want to train me, but just leave me to find my way around. Also the asst. manager acts like she hates me..for whatever reason. I can deal with that - hell I have before, but that does effect you when you're working with someone.
Normally I would give 2 week's notice. Actually I think it's downright rude to quit on the spot. Still..this was probably the best way of dealing with this situation. Now I just have to dread going into the store to pick up my final paycheck the following Friday.
In other news, it snowed alot yesturday. Today it's raining, melting/freezing some of the snow.
Tomorrow, my parents are going back to the casino & staying out of state overnight. And I'll be babysitting our landlord/neighbor's kids from 6-8pm. Hopefully that should go well. There's one girl, aged 12 & two boys aged about 10 & 9 I believe. I never see them except when they stop by on Halloween & then I'm in my custom chasing them around . So they atleast don't HATE me. Heck, if they let me play games with them for 2 hours I'll be happy. :)
Friday, will get taxes done.
I've turned in an application at that local convenience store looking for a night person.
Presently, I am burning away my free hours online & working on my damn vampire site. I really lost my interest in drawing at the moment. TOO HARD.
Ok, I've gotta get SOMETHING, ANYTHING done today.
Will speak to you later.
Posted by Sara @ 11:00 AM CST [Link]
Monday, February 11, 2008
Valentine's Day SUCKS.
I hope whomever invented it died of syphilis or something..
That is all for now.
Posted by Sara @ 12:25 PM CST [Link]
Saturday, February 9, 2008
Ah, sweet internet..Teacher, mother, secret lover.
But what can you offer me tonight? It's 11pm, I'm not going to sleep. Entertain me damnit.
Another day, another nickel.
And another busy Saturday with only 2 people working. But I'm NOT gonna get into bitching about work..Hold it in. HOLD IT IN.Decides I really hardly work anyways (Jeeze, I complaining about work, THEN complaining about NOT working..Ain't I a cry baby?). For this coming next week, I just work 2 shifts (for a total of 10 hours), 'on call' the other days..Although I very rarely get called in.
I need to stop doing that. That (...) 'thing' after each sentence. It's annoying.
My pricey purchase from ebay is waiting at the post office for me. For whatever reason, the mail lady would not come down to our house to get a signature for the package & left a notice instead. But I arrived at the post office too late today, not realising they closed at noon on Saturdays. So I have to wait til Monday to get him.. :( Very sad.
I'm all out of my Fiber One bars..Seriously, I have been living off these things for months. One provides 35% of the recommended daily allowance fiber & they are so DAMN sweet & chewy. Perfect food for my sugar addiction problem. There will be hell to pay tomorrow...NEED SUGAR, MUST HAVE SUGAR.
Sugar & my diet pepsi. I would go insane without these two sources.
Oh, I have nothing to say..
Wait, wait. I should have checked the right side of my car after I got home. I know that side hit the curve or something while I was pulling out of the parking lot..But to be far, my windows were mostly frozen over. Eh, maybe HOPEFULLY it'd be fine..hopefully..dot dot dot
Nothing more to say. Take me away sweet internet.
Good night, folks.Posted by Sara @ 11:20 PM CST [Link]
Thursday, February 7, 2008
EXCITEMENT!
I felt a great surge of EXCITEMENT last night. Among the great lovely wasteland of ebay, I discovered someone was selling the freakin' OFFICAL manga adaptation of Interview with the Vampire!!!
That's a big deal (for me, anyways) I've searched for this damn thing a million times. It's never available. Actually it's suppose to be quite rare, released in 1994/1995 and then stopped by Anne Rice (alCOURSE..). Years ago, there were only a few pictures of this available online..Now there's atleast 3 places for the full scans, still it's a GREAT find for me.
I should get my Netflix movies in today...oooooooooooor tomorrow. Sometime soon.
Yeah it's a good day. Oddly enough, I had yesturday & now today off..No 'on call' bullsh*t either (sometimes I choose not to swear..other times I don't care. Hey, that rhymes! :b) Although I should be more concerned about not getting enough hours...or curve my spending. Still, I should be getting my taxes done soon.
(Me: "By what? Pixies? Fairies?"
Me Also: Oh, I KNOW I need to make a call to H&R block..Just letme get my next schedule so I can even see when I can get it done!")
So I should have a tax refund in the not too distant future.This ends my update on my current life. Stand by for more of the same later on.
Posted by Sara @ 09:14 AM CST [Link]
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
My parents are off to the casino again today, so I have my kitty Baby in..And she is whining her little ass off.
Oh, btw appearently my 'evilsaramonster' yahoo account was not hacked into..Seems I merely forgot the correct password..Heh-heh...heh? Com'n, ANYONE can make that mistake! I tried a few passwords I normally use, that didn't work. I tried trying to reset the password, but it asked me a security question I really couldn't have selected..(Favorite sports team?) so I assumed the worse. But atleast everything is safe for now.
And it seems I have a new name to add to my hitlist.
The video that got me removed from YouTube was my 'Batman TAS - Sheila E - Glamorous Life' video. And when I checked the link it seems that Prince &/or the New Power Generation (they still around?!..the NPG I mean.) are personally responsable for informing youtube that my video was violating copyrights.I've actually seen about this before, where the short one was going around all sue happy. I know there was even a case before where he got a video of alittle baby dancing to his music pulled.
So Prince, you're on my LIST. Dum, dum, duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuum.
I suggest we meet at the dumpster behind a local Wendy's & settle this like adults..Come alone.I recommend you watch the movie Election. This is another one of these VHS tapes that I've owned for years, but haven't really watched in awhile. It's funny & clever in a way that most movies dealing with high school students & life never really are..Plus it stars a young Reese Witherspoon. And she's mostly awesome in everything she does.
Speaking of which, watch Freeway as well.
So, after over 2 months of not renting any movies, you can see I'm finally ready to start watching something..anything. Hence, I've signed up for Netflix again..hopefully just for a month, depending if I get to watch enough in that time.
This concludes my broadcast day.
Posted by Sara @ 12:29 PM CST [Link]
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Ahhh...horrible date over. Actually it wasn't TOO bad, just awkward. But mostly for the guy. And since he doesn't have a computer, I can now dish the dirt.
He's 34, non-working (he's on disability, still), lives at home, does not have a car-I drove his ass around today!
Just..he seems like a nice enough guy, just boring & does not share any common interests with me. Worse yet, after we sat down at the theater, after I was successfully making small chat, he gives me THIS line:
"So..what is your..belief on..kissing & stuff on the first date?"
Eww..You just don't ask that. Although I suppose he didn't just go for anything & have to have me slap him one. But that atleast allowed me to say:
"To be honest..I think you're a nice guy, but we don't have anything in common."
That's lame, but I was trying to be nice..I was very nice, infact. I feel, as a female, I am entitled to a free meal &/or movie on a date & for that I am thankfull.
So we sat through the rather bad 'Meet the Spartans' (some cheap laughs, but rather boring mostly) & I gave him my cell phone to call his mom to pick him up. Then I drove him back to the mall & said goodbye.
A boring evening overall...Dating sucks.
Hmm..I feel as if there was something else I wanted to mention..Eh, can't be too important.
Talk to you later.
Posted by Sara @ 06:05 PM CST [Link]
Monday, February 4, 2008
YouTube finally got me! Suspended my account..just a few hours ago, actually. I know because I checked on my account (looking for any sweet, SWEET comments/ratings to feed my ego) earlier after work. Must have been my House - Grinch video, I got a warning about 'third party content' with that one, but it sorta said it was still allowed..Confusing.
So...Since it's against the rules to have muiltiple accounts, I'll have my..friend..sign up for a new one. Yes. Here's her account btw: Linkee. Be a dear & friend or subscript to her so she doesn't look like a total loser there.
I am quite bummed by this, but what can you do..
I get a free movie & meal tomorrow. The only thing I have to do is hang around this guy & try to act nice. He's already agreed to taking me to see the (gotta be horrible) Meet the Spartans. Score. Still I hate this whole dating business..tis scary.
On call tomorrow, morning-2pm.
Shall speak to you later.
Posted by Sara @ 08:37 PM CST [Link]
Sunday, February 3, 2008
Boredom. Should sleep.
I've had a cold the past several days btw..So you probably should wash your hands after viewing this blog.If I would have written in here earlier, I would have had SOOOO much more to complain about..But, now I simply don't have the urge to bitch.
I've noticed one of my youtube 'productions' goes from 'fullframe' to 'widescreen' in the switches from scenes..I am quite shamed. Seriously, I take these things waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too seriously, and really wanna delete a good bit of these old videos. I could have done a better job!!!
I purchased some new action figures today! Got a Wonderwoman, Lex Luthor & Jack Sparrow, $5 each at Spencer's Gifts...I love that store, why could I not get hired there?! I think it had something to do with my answer to the interviewer's question about viewing a friend/realitive stealing something. I laughed & mention that THAT would be my uncle...What's the big deal?
Also got myself a sweet 'Living Dead Doll' set: 'Edgar Allan Poe & Annabel Lee'
Here, I'll steal a picture off of ebay to show you:
Originally $49.99, I got it for just under ten bucks 'cause I RULE...and all the discounted items were 50% off..but I wouldn't have noticed that unless I RULED.
I needed to say that..the 'RULING' part.
You'll think that strange, but I've been very...what's the word? self-loaving? That may have the same meaning.
I've realised something recently, the reason I can't be around people. When I'm around other ppl, I feel like CRAP. Inferior, lower than dirt. I shy away from them, don't look at them or talk to them. They don't want me around.
I KNOW that's stupid. But I do have my reasons. And it really does seem that people do & will ignore me. Maybe it's because I can't speak loud enough. Maybe it's because i'm sloppy & ugly, don't know.But when I'm by myself..I'm fine. More or less. Or atleast I don't feel like dirt.
I've got issues...
Eh, I don't even feel like talking about this anymore, but how will it all end? Will this go on? Will I put an end to this life? No, this is stupid to discuss..in an internet blog no less.
Heh. No one around me knows anything about me. There's not much to know, but they really don't. That's sorta funny for some reason. I don't know.
I hate it when these entries get this way, ya know?
See you later.Posted by Sara @ 10:28 PM CST [Link]
Friday, February 1, 2008
I had some very scary dreams with ghosts last night. I'd like to detail some of it before my memory fades even more.
Well, the earliest I remember is running into several ghosts who began talking to me. This was in rooms, hallways of my house btw. All were black, dressed rather nicely, older fashions..can't quite date, earlier then the 1960s anyways. 2 men & a woman I believe. One acted..not quite hostel, abit mean spirted towards me. I simply listened to them, trying not to reveal that I saw them as ghosts.
Later on, there was someone else staying at my house, in this dream. I won't say whom, just a female. We both were scared. I believe she was seeing things as well, at this point. I would only see some slight outlines in the dark. Later we were running, being chased. So scared, I made a makeshift cross out of two sticks, one of these may have been a pencil. As I was holding this I could feel the pencil that I held in my left hand, forming the horizontal line of the cross, being pulled downwards. Like from an unseen hand.
I also remember this female vistor, her pointing to a doll amist one of the piles of some of my stuffed animals. It was an evil clown one. Not like any doll/toy I actually owned, but more like this thing I purchased from the Halloween store when everything was discounted, just smaller. She pointed at it & said it was evil or that evil was coming from it. I didn't think much of that honestly..Just because I love all my dolls/stuffed toys, even the evil looking ones.
The last thing I can remember is we're all standing in the kitchen. I look into the next room & see an old lady walking up the stairs towards us. I start screaming, crying, not being able to deal with another ghost. Although it turns out to be a 'real' old lady. Not a ghost.
Now since I can recall other dreams while in my dreaming state, I do believe I've had atleast some other ghost dreams before (or more than I thought I did anyways). What would disapoint me is..I would go through these experiences, I would think to myself 'I've seen a ghost, I have proof they exist.' and then I would wake up & it wouldn't be real.Now I do believe in ghosts & spirits. But I've rarely dealt with any. Which I'm slightly thankful for, I guess. I live in an older room of house, one my sister used to be in & see things often. The day I moved in, I brought my kitty Jason in for company (and protection) & asked the room (the spirits) not to scare me.
Some times I can sense a presences..or think I do. I may hear noices at night, but that may just be normal of an old house, I know that.
The only times I really feel I've observed ghosts are:
- knocking on my door when there was no one around
- the sound of a fingernail tapping on a bowl, in my room. (Afterwhich I sat up in bed & said "That's really freaky." or something of that nature, to whomever was doing it & it stopped)
- My name being called when no one was home (& while I was half asleep but STILL)My mom, alcourse I told my mom about the dream. She fenched her coffee to listen & started going on & on about her stories with ghosts. My mom's had alot, but she tends to exaggerate.
But one intereting tidbit I wished I could remember was, well..
See my sister used to be friends with a daugther of a 'slightly famous' Pennsylvanian witch who goes by the name of Silver Ravenwolf.Well, she's famous enough to have a Wikipedia page & pages where other witches badmouth heranyways. And here's her Offical site.
So years back, after hearing about our house, she wanted to visit. Going by my mom's narration, upon stepping inside, she said that no one else could live here. With the spirits & such.. they liked my mom. Also that many people died on the one set of stairs (appearently the one for servents years ago). The basement (oldest section of the house..once part of a log cabin going from what my mom says) she would not go down.
Maybe I should take some pictures down there..I'd take a video camera if I had one, because I'm sure something would happen.
Talk to you later.
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