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Thursday, January 31, 2008
Obsessions make for good hobbies (especially once you have enough skills to scrap together a website).
That's my 'More You Know' psa of the day. I probably won't do anymore or forget, so here some past ones I would like to share:
"Once your low-fat margarine is 2 months past the expiration date, it's TIME to throw it out." (I learned that the hard way)
And most importantly:
"It's not stealing UNLESS you get caught!"
It's the BEST DAY EVER!...well, no-no it's not. But I have that song from the Spongebob episode stuck in my head. I invite you to watch the music video for the song & suffer my fate:
There's finally a new episode of Smallville on tonight. Hence I will be screaming advice to each of the characters about killing each other.
A guy asked for my phone number today. I can't tell you how...but somehow I expected this to happen..today.
I haven't been on a date since..Hmm, when did the last Star Wars movie come out in theaters? Alittle before then. Over 2 years atleast. So, alcourse I gave it to him. And because I SHOULD be dating..that's what ppl do.
Already I'm dreading any phonecalls or potential date.
I seem to be content in my little bubble, no?
I'd give more details, but in the rare case that I would end up giving him the url to this website, I'd have to go back & edit it out.
But don't worry. I've never made it to a 2nd date (*raises fist in victory* High five?...anyone?). I shall share the dirt soon enough.
Although I don't believe I've ever gone over the horror of my last date. That one I met at a comic book store...Oh, and should I mention that somehow during the course of this date, he ended up giving me paper evidence that he was HIV-negative?
Reality is scary. If I want romance I'll get it via shipping fictional characters.
And I bid you goodnight.
Posted by Sara @ 06:30 PM CST [Link] [No Comments]
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
I made a truely AWESOME purchase today:
Sheets. 100% cotton sheets. (I will not accept those cotton/poly crap blends) Discounted & featuring Shrek & the Little Mermaid. I tell ya, I have a hard enough time finding 100% cotton sheets & usually can't find styles that I like (I prefer ones with sun/star/moon junk but they don't seem to be fashion anymore) so finding ones with CARTOON charaters is great! :D I literally stood there, at Walmart, happy for my good fortune.
Would have been COOLER if Spongebob or Batman was on em, but..
Immature?
I know you are, but what am..No, no I am very immature.
Takes one to know one.
Another day, another nickel.
We got a shipment of new clothes in today. I got to take them out of bags & put hangers on them. I liked that - I like mindless busywork..for some reason that i'm not sure of.Gotta go.
Posted by Sara @ 07:00 PM CST [Link] [1 Comment]
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Sweet internet, how lonely I would be without you..
Speaking of which, I've seemed to have settled into my 'girl who stares into space, is constantly working & never talks' mode at this job as well. But that's not all MY fault (is it?). I mean, no one's really talking to me either. I swear I just give off a bad vibe that makes them avoid me. Or I'm ugly? Do people do that to ugly people? Oh, this is ridiculous.
Eh, sorry I just needed to speak to someone.
Now..what to do now?
I watched the movie 'Sleepaway Camp' today. If you have never seen it (and I'm sure you haven't), it's a 80s horror flick with bad acting but is rather creepy & different in it's own way. There's actually alot of stuff in it that's pretty *beep*ed up. I'd give more details, but it would ruin some of it. So, if you have 90s minutes you wanna kill with a horror flick, check it out.
Recomending movies, guess part of me misses the video store.
And part of me still wants to burn it the hell down.
Good night, folks.
Posted by Sara @ 10:49 PM CST [Link] [3 comments]
Random lyrics time:
"I don't think that I can take another night
Of your craving for the light
This wilting flower act
That questions wrong from rightOh God help me just look at you
Striding to hell with nothing to prove
A glorious ghost on infinities views
And if it's to be tell me what should I doEmbrace it embrace it."
I really do need to leap onto another obsession for awhile..It just makes my obsessions healthy in the whole, ya know?
Thanks to Clarissa commenting is back!..or atleast til the spambots find me again.
I'd like to purchase the newer Spongebob DVDs. Presently I have seasons 1-3 & the movie. Admittedly I think it went downhill after that, but I still liked a couple of the new episodes..Just I haven't been able to view too many - no clue when they air them. And, to make matters worse, they are releasing them in half season sets, so I need to buy 3 collections to get caught up.
But that's all on my 'to buy' list. I still need to be in saving mode since I've only worked a few hours so far.
Like today, I'm scheduled 6pm-close..which I believe is..(looks up on store's website) freakin 9pm? Working 3 hours seems hardly worth the hour of driving to & from (not to mention the price of gas), putting on makeup & changing out of pjs. I'm just saying..
No clue about tomorrow, manager-person (She's some kind of manager, she complained about THE manager walking off so..) says she couldn't post the schedule for the following week..for some reason.
I don't really have anything to discuss right now..
Random Image TIME:
Heh heh ..Wait a minute, I think this was the plot to some bad fan fiction I read once..
Nope, this looks more like the slash I've read. (this is a screen capture I've saved from a Superman animated direct to video movie, btw)
Yeah I know hon, they just don't understand..
I'll leave you to get down with Vanilla Ice.
Posted by Sara @ 01:53 PM CST [Link] [No Comments]
Friday, January 25, 2008
FUCKING SCARY JAPANESE GIANT KILLER HORNESTS!
*shudders*
Posted by Sara @ 07:42 PM CST [Link] [2 comments]
Another day, another nickel.
(that's a quote from a Spongebob episode, btw - hence why I've quoted it twice by now)Today was slightly easier, I've getting better at dealing with this new type of register/computer. I greeted & waiting on pretty much every customer..While the manager person talked to managers from other stores & seemed annoyed every time I had a question or didn't know how to do/where something was. (just because it was only my 2nd freakin DAY). And I vaccumed & cleaned. Nevertheless it was very slow & boring.
Eh, what can you do.
Still working on my drawing. Presently, just on fan art, because it gives me an excuse to post it at places & try to get attention. (That's gotta sound...well, I don't know. But I'm just being honest. I really HAVE to have attention sometimes. Things like postive comments on junk I create, makes me feel better.)
Other then that, it's pretty relaxing.
I work.
I exercise.
I eat.
I feed/pay attention to my kitties.
I draw.
& occasionally will watch tv/dvds.
That's really my life right now.Need to call my sister soon. Somehow that's hard for me to do. Well, I have a tough time calling ANYONE, still.. I don't know what to say & I don't believe we have much in common.
I wonder if she would ever come across this website. Lol..it's a funny but scary thought. Even now I hide some things, incase that would happen.
I think it would be so much easier to just completely isolate everybody from my life.
Give me a few more years, watch. It'll happen.
Well, I'm getting out of here before I go into deep moping, kay?
Posted by Sara @ 05:17 PM CST [Link] [No Comments]
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Another day, another nickel.
Actually no nickel - no work today.That midnight shift at a local convenience my dad mentioned is sounding sweeter & sweeter. I'd imagine there's not much work or customers to deal with..unless midnight workers in movies & TV have lied to me. The only drawback is getting used to being up at night & sleeping during the day..Or restisting the urge to start dressing as a vampire.
I'll chat with you later.
Posted by Sara @ 08:29 AM CST [Link] [No Comments]
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Curses..my yahoo account was hacked.
Fortunely I don't believe there was anything worth hacking in there. So far my ebay, paypal & bank accounts seem fine. Information was changed.On the plus side, I got a COOL new yahoo nick! I actually couldn't believe it was available!
Should I be more concerned then...?
Posted by Sara @ 10:39 PM CST [Link]
I just got back from my first day at work.
It was rather tiring. (that last word doesn't look right..sorry, but I ain't looking it up) They had done an inventory the previous night so some things needed to be rearranged. I ended up organising these 3 large section of jeans by color & size (00-13/short regular & long).Other than like it wasn't too bad. I tried going up to every customer & greeted them like an idiot. (this is the rule for most stores, but l shall see how many other workers do this before I make it a habit) There was music to listen to..It's all from a CD they have to play, but I don't think the songs repeat more then most radio stations. I think I'm gonna have a hard time on register & remembering my employee #, it's just all completely different then what I'm used to.
Now on to more important matters,
YouTube removed my 'I Like Your Booty (But I'm not Gay)' - Spongebob video!! Son of a..Yeah, I understand it's copyrighted, as is atleast half of the videos on there, but if you're gonna remove MY 'Spongebob is gay' video, why not take off the more stupider badly done ones as well..I mean mine wasn't even that mean spirted (if you have a sense of humor).But my account isn't suspended, and my other videos are fine..for now.
Heath Ledger is dead. That's quite sad. That dude was gonna be a big star after the Dark Knight film comes out.
As I mentioned before, I was planning on going to the library yesturday..
Unfortunely, DISTASTER STRUCK!
..No, no..Heh, turns how I had a fine of $15. I expected some kind of fee, just not that much. Never the less I paid it off without any negativity because it's for a good cause & I've been though too many ppl bitching about late fees to do it myself.Borrowed a large drawing book ('Anyone Can Draw!') btw. It has some nice figure drawings I'm attempting to copy (that's how I learn..OK?!). I actually did a good amount of drawing yesturday, it's relaxing.
And...you're caught up.
And I'm outta here!Posted by Sara @ 05:40 PM CST [Link]
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
No work today either.
I'm currently killing time until about 9:50am. That way I can stop off at the library, after it opens at 10 & go the grocery store afterwards. Exciting!Seems I need a music cassette player. I purchased these books on tape off ebay, my radio does have a tape deck but I couldn't honestly remember if it worked or not..
Well, the pause button is stuck..I know that much. Nice surprise, I had a 'Cyndi Lauper - She's So Unusual' album in there! Can't imagine how long it's been there..I gave my other music tapes to Goodwill awhile back.
Tried another radio cassette player my parents had laying around (My parents keep endless amount of junk as well). It works but makes clicking sounds as the tape is playing..Damn.
I'm working on a drawing..Bit of a portait, male, colored pencils - different from what I've done the last few times I've drawn. Perhaps it will work out & I'll show it to you later.
Tomorrow I'm actually scheduled to work (no 'on call' bullshit) 9-4:30pm.
So you're all caught up..
Posted by Sara @ 09:31 AM CST [Link]
Monday, January 21, 2008
Johnny Depp to play..Pee Wee Herman &/or Michael Jackson?
Posted by Sara @ 01:14 PM CST [Link]
Random Thoughs for 1/21/08:
No work today..unless their 1pm person calls off.
Tomorrow I'm be on call from 9am -6pm. I have to call them at 9am to see if I can come in. So since I sorta HAVE to be 'put together' (read: have makeup & clothes other then pjs on) at that point, I shall go out..Go to the local grocery store, stop by the library. I haven't been to a library in years. I mostly just plan to wonder around, see what they magazines/articles they have that I might borrow & scan for my site(s). I think I get funny looks from the old ladies there, but then again, I feel that way in any place I go so..I watched the movie 'Death Becomes Her' last night. Haven't watched it in years, it's actually a movie I loved as a kid & was on of the first VHS movies I owned. If you haven't seen it yourself, I would definately get to around to that. It's a great black comedy.
Another ebay purchase. I love the feeling of last minute bidding. My heart will be racing, IS ANYONE ELSE WATCHING & waiting to outbid me?! AND THE TIME IS RUNNING OUT, WILL I WIN, WILL I?!? Oh, it's almost as great as the feeling when a claw machine will carry a plush toy alllllllllllllllllll the way to the hole without dropping it.
I wish there were a park nearby. If there was, I'd be one of those weird adults swinging on the swings & staring off into space. It's a shame my aunt & uncle moved years ago..They used to live just down the street from a one.
I would start writing more, but it's gonna depress me. So I'll see you later.
Posted by Sara @ 12:57 PM CST [Link]
Throw away your regular & cell phones, fore this is the ONLY phone you will ever need:
Posted by Sara @ 08:54 AM CST [Link]
Sunday, January 20, 2008
And I obey orders.
Hmmm..I miss my old domain names.
Posted by Sara @ 08:02 PM CST [Link]
Mom & dad have gone on one of their regular trips to Charlestown (casino), I believe it's like a hour & half drive away. I have the house to myself, PARTY HARDY!!!
Heh, heh..No, that's not really that funny.
On call tomorrow,
Will I begin my first day of work?
Will they accept a picture copy of my Social Security Card since my real one was appearently thrown away years ago?Questions question...Is the Simpsons on tonight? I should keep track of such things.
Know what I love? What makes me laugh like an idiot at nearly every clip?
The SoupI'm considering getting abunch of blank VHS tapes & just start recording them each week, 'cause there's so many clips I wanna make animations or screen captures from. Like..(searches online)
I had to look up the name of the show Pirate Master, they have bits with each of the contestants & one reads: John, "Scientist/Exotic Dancer" at the bottom of the screen AWESOME.
Just can not find a damn screen capture for that! Once I find it, it shall become my signature at message forums...Provided I actually posted at forums..Maybe once I aquire my truely AWESOME image, I will..Afterall, who would dare ignore someone with such an AWESOME picture in their signature?
WHO, I ASK?Gotta go.
Posted by Sara @ 12:58 PM CST [Link]
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Room Report '08
Well, I offically have too much junk. Now granted, I DO love my junk (realises that sound dirty..heh heh) but now I'm growing to loathe some of it..Namely my magazines.
If only I could push myself into learning how to sell stuff on ebay..See, because I simply CAN NOT throw them away, but selling them is an entirely different story. And there are alot of good issues. I mean covers featuring Star Wars, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings..ya know, those mainstream obsessive subjects. Then I have alot with the covers torn off..or that I have drawn all over. But looking on ebay, it almost seems that you have to practically GIVE it away so it doesn't seem worth the trouble..
And my stuffed animals, dear GOD. Understand I have over a hundred of them. Last I counted, it was over a hundred, no telling what I'm up to now. But I do love them. It's just unfortunate, because since I store them on the floor they became dirty after awhile & it's hard to clean them. I even have 2 in my closet with stains that I can't bare to throw away. They've been with me for too long.
And then my lovely action figures. Most in boxes/case, stored on a large bookcase, hanging from my wall & now atop a desk that I should have been using for drawing. But again, I love these items so much. I hate using the 'L' word, but with using in relation to beings that can't talk back, it's rather easy.
..Eh..what? Oh, where was I? Junk..yes.
I've even purchased a new treasure last night from ebay. I won't tell you what it is. It was far too expensive - I'd be embarressed to tell you, but I simply HAD to have him.
Again, speaking of overpriced junk. I recently purchased a issue of 'Crack Magazine' that featured a parody of Interview with the Vampire..I'm only mentioning this because I wanted an excuse to post this picture from it:
(that's suppose to be Louis btw)He just looks...so DAMN HAPPY. It's hilarious (to me). Happy drunken whore-lovin' mortal Louis. See, they should have had a book based on THAT. Louis's prevampire days of self destruction, GOOD TIMES.
I should get back to work or eat dinner or something now. Talk to you later.
Posted by Sara @ 03:09 PM CST [Link]
Friday, January 18, 2008
"The weed of crime bears bitter fruit you old hag!"
- Quote from Clerks Animated Series, actually references an old quote from..something else (they explained about it in the commentary but it escapes me at the moment)
I love that quote..just the delivery & that it doesn't even make much sense in the moment in which it is spoken. Eh, it's pointless to explain.My mission for tomorrow is CLEANING my rooms. More or less. What I really need to do is move my magazines. See (as I might have explained before) I have.. hundreds of magazines. A few date back to 1993 or 1994 both most are 1996-present. I've been an subscriber to 'Entertainment Weekly' since that long (with a few gaps) & I've also collected some TV Guides while working at a motel & many, many US, Rolling Stones, Anime magazines, ect while working at the video store (after we began stocking magazines).
They are presently sitting in several boxes & coke trays at a corner of my room..Me thinks if I have clear that out, I will have room for this other exercise thing from my other room-
Oh, I've gotten some mail. Gotta go!
Posted by Sara @ 05:48 PM CST [Link]
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Seems I shall start my new job on Monday..possibly. Actually they have me 'on call' for both Monday, Tuesday & Thursday (meaning I have to call in to find out if I'm needed to work). But Wednsday & Friday I will definately work. Also it seems they had a manager person walk off yesturday (that's what the girl who hired me said when I called this morning about my schedule)..Perhaps I was the cursed one, not Blockbuster..Eh, who cares..
I have made my billionth video with footage from Interview with the Vampire..Perhaps this shall be my last (No it won't..I have another one made that I just won't upload for a week or two). I should really lay off making these but they're so much FUN!
Barbie is a Bitch (Gay Barbie Song)I had to make a IWTV video with this song..or else EVENTUALLY someone else would..And they would do it completely wrong. But actually I think I'm getting better at attempting to match the lyrics with the character's moving lips.
It snowed today. I tried to catch snowflakes on my tongue while on my trips up the mailbox, turns out it's pretty hard to do. I wish I had someone to throw a snowball at..Or maybe some good gloves to make a snowman. Then again, I don't believe I was ever able to successfully make a snowman in my life, so perhaps I should just stick with my indoor activities.
boring.
I shall leave you now. Goodnight.Posted by Sara @ 08:58 PM CST [Link]
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
I am taking time out of my obsessive schedule to talk to you nice people.
Well, first up. I GOT HIRED. Monday night, I was called by the Wet Seals store to come in at 9am Tuesday for an 'evulation.' So I went in, along with another girl, thinking it was sort of a 2nd interview, here they were having us fill out paperwork for new hires..(real lol to self) They didn't even tell me 'Hey, we're hiring you.' that's what I find funny..So I'm gonna call them tomorrow, to find out when they are scheduling me to work.
Since this is..(thinks) Wednsday, I have already gone though the feeling of brief happiness for finding a job & have entered into the worry of what shall go wrong. Let me go over what I've come up with so far:
- They say we're suppose to be 'fashionably' dressed, according to what clothes they sell (we don't have to wear all their stuff, but there IS a 40% off discount..which IS nice, I will admit) & what is in 'style'. I honestly have no clue nor care about what is 'cool' at the moment. Further more, I don't believe I'm attractive in most of my clothes, although I have grown to like shopping for clothes more recently & am starting to wear less baggier clothes then I used to. Still, I'm afraid they'll see me for the slob I am.
- Shoes. We are not suppose to wear high heels, platforms or sneakers. So....flat shoes? I hate flat shoes, nevertheless, between getting hired & now I've managed to purchase 4 pairs of shoes that I hope will be ok. Just I hate flat shoes..I've worn sneakers at Blockbuster, alcourse, but regular flat shoes? And alcourse most shoes will give me blisters after a day of wearing them, sooo..Well, we'll get back to complaining about that milk after it's spilled. That is enough complaining for now anyways.
So, how are you?
You can't tell me. Actually I'm not that concerned anyways..sorry.I made a new video!!!!
Spongebob - I Like Your Booty (But I'm Not Gay)I do love my Spongebob, but if there's a chance to make gay jokes, I'm there! Plus I finally got to find a download to the 'I Like Your Booty (But I'm Not Gay)' from the Aqua Teen Hunger Force movie, so I had to use it! (Actually it seems someone on YouTube already did, but their video just had pictures with the word 'Gay' & arrows pointing to Spongebob paintshopped in..LAME.)
I should be going now. It was nice talking to you.
Posted by Sara @ 09:33 PM CST [Link]
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Yours truely is tired..I spend a good bit of yesturday & the night before that changing the layout of my Vampire Chronicles site from frames to style sheet.
Today, I somehow got myself into making 2 videos:
Spongebob/Zoolander - Male Model of the YearI was flipping though TV channels when I saw part of Zoolander on. I can't remember if I had this idea before or if it just snapped into place..See the scenes from both Zoolander & the Spongebob movie of the title character mistakenly going up to accept something they didn't get was simular..So I had to make something out of that.
Queen of the Damned/South Park - Goth ServedI knew I wanted a video making fun of Queen of the Damned & I do love the goth kids of South Park (although they only appeared twice & I don't have the DVD of their first appearence) so I did the best I could with the clips available..I think it's ok.
My spelling may be worse then usually on this entry. Sorry, me tired.
Mmmm..I really need some new posters. See, I have these poster frames infront of all my windows.("Sunlight! Hiss!" <-- that was my vampire impersonation) The ones in this room (my computer room) are not too important since it just has to be horror related to go along with everything else. The frames in my other room (where my bed & tv are) are actually constructed so it's easy to change the posters in it. Presently they are holder the posters for 'Batman Begins' & 'Charlie & the Chocolate Factory'. The Charlie one I had to take down for the summer on account of it being infront of my air conditor & the Batman one I did change with a 'The Little Mermaid' poster for awhile..But still, I'm getting alittle tired of them.
Me thinks I would like to get a 'Interview with the Vampire' & 'Nightmare Before Christmas' one..Let me look though ebay..$17, including shipping, for a IWTV one? "Good Lord, that's alot of money! How 'bout I give you $5 & you draw me a picture of Brad Pitt?" ( <-- that was my impersation of a Chris Rock character on the last season of 'In Living Color'..Yes, I make references & jokes only I can possibly get or understand.)
Fortunely the price is more reasonable for the NMBC ones..God bless you, babygoths & your demand for products.
Hmmm..there are really no movies I want to see right now. Well, perhaps 'Heartbreak Kid' & the Halloween remake (which will SUCK, but I should see anyways) on DVD. Nothing in theaters, the closest I can think of is 'Meet the Spartans' which I KNOW will be terrible, but I'm desperate for any cheap laughs..
I really don't any a interest in newer films. This is why I really can't go back to a video store, which I've been considering with my situation. Worse comes to worse..I did put in a application online at Hollywood Video. Different store, different bosses, different managers. But haven't heard anything from them.
So you're caught up on my life..
Actually, you know more about me then my parents or sister..aunt, uncle or anyone remotely close to me will know. Considering I don't often speak to them, heck they don't even KNOW I have a website(s)!
Oh well, I shouldn't linger..
Posted by Sara @ 08:16 PM CST [Link]
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
I don't feel the group interview went very well. There were 4 other girls there & I believe most came off better then me..Oh, well..what can you do.
I really do wish I can find something soon.
Until then, I'm here on this computer. Everyday. By the end of the day my wrist hurts & I think to myself "Stay off tomorrow, do something else." but I always end up coming back here. This is about the only place I feel comfortable at.
I've been working more & more on my Vampire Chronicles site, digging up references & other misc things related to this subject. Like I might have mentioned before, I've been digging around older sites (for quotes & such) later..It's quite depressing.
I know I've gone over this before- It's just, these sites. Most haven't been updated in 5 years or so. Then there are so many with dead links to sites that have been deleted, hosted on these old free hosts inwhich I can even remember while I was first messing around with websites. What's sad is, awhile back these people liked something enough to start a website about, but now it's forgotten to them.
Or they get back to real life I suppose.
Umm..speaking of which. I'll admit one thing. I'm a good person for starting websites (my knowedge of css & other scripts isn't the best) but only someone as obsessive as me can make these damn things. Take all the time it takes to collect material for sites.
The only problem is my short attention span & my history of jumping from one obsession to another without warning.
Well, I shall see you later then.
Posted by Sara @ 12:14 PM CST [Link]
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
OMG, look what I've found: here.
memories..I've been going though old Vampire Chronicles site today (very sad, dead links - broken images).
Enough talking, I better get ready to go out now.Posted by Sara @ 12:04 PM CST [Link]
Monday, January 7, 2008
I've actually updated my vampire & Smallville recently..Gave up on trying to figure out why I can't connect via FTP & just opened my file manager. Forgot how easily it would be with this high speed internet..uploading files & such.
Probably be awhile til I actually update this regular site, got too much stuff.
But I've actually uploaded something alittle while back but never added a link. Like to see?This is a page where I gave all the animated fairies & other flying beings, I've collected, a home. Now, you'll notice there are both fairies AND angels (the way you can tell them apart is angels have feathers on their wings) here. Angels are abit of a stick in the mud, being so religious & such, but they like to hang around their freespirted & troublemaking counterparts so we won't push them away.
You can also see they have basically taken over this house which belongs to a hippy couple. Be warned, if you carry on the 'hippy' lifestyle (embracing nature, loving, planting flowers & such) you WILL attract fairies. And those bastards are hard to get rid of! Exoristisms won't work (Fairies are not quite creatures of this 'God' you speak of, like we believe ourselves to be of) although sometimes witches can help.
What is worse is that you'll notice they will play music ALL DAY LONG. Never ending. Just laying around, flying & playing music - that's the life of a fairy. Some will wear clothing in an attempt to be like humans. Others will walk around naked as a jaybird leaving EVERYTHING hanging in plain view.
But don't get the wrong idea. Fairies are not all that bad. I myself like to display them over my walls in framed pictures. They share their beauty & do their part to keep the evil spirts at bay. I've even added a fairy to my shoulder.
She's a sad fairy, covering her breasts, eyes closed & mouth downturned. Seeing her in that tattoo shop, I alcourse had to give her a home.This ends my nutty entry. See you later, folks!
Posted by Sara @ 09:43 PM CST [Link]
Saturday, January 5, 2008
I keep getting very sleepy at about 8pm..It's weird. It does pass after awhile. Typically I don't get to sleep til about midnight, but I know I really should be going to bed earlier. On account that I need to wake up by atleast 7am to feed all our cats. Now, Freddy & Jason probably won't stop meowing til later if they don't get fed, but Baby, she'll be waiting by the side of the house to be fed. Which is sorta dangerous for her, my kitty Freddy is always watching her & our other stray cats, ready to pounce if they come too close.
It's weird referring to Baby as a female, but that's appearently what she is..It's HARD to tell when their kittens, but once they ain't growing any balls back there..yeah, they've gotta be female.
Should go to bed soon, high on my Current Obsession I'm rereading my Interview with the Vampire comics..The art style changes like every other issue but it's still rather beautiful to look at. Will start on either my Vampire Lestat graphic novel or Queen of the Damned issues next. There's even a Tale of the Body Thief graphic novel I own, but God is is the art U-G-L-Y in that! And they give Louis brown eyes..unforgivable. I mean I find Lestat ugly in most adaptations but you do NOT mess with the Beautiful One's appearance.
So I've also made like my millionth music video from clips of Interview with the Vampire:
But this one's the best yet! It uses the song 'I Can Change' from the South Park movie..I'm also proud that I discovered I could reverse a scene to make it look like Lestat is laying Louis down in bed, at the end. I shall make my sick fantasies real for all the world to see, and RULE THE WORLD, HA-HA-HA!!!
Oh, I really SHOULD get out more.
Good night.Posted by Sara @ 09:11 PM CST [Link]
Friday, January 4, 2008
I have news to report, I have news to report!
There's a group job interview at Wet Seals, a clothing store at 4pm Tuesday inwhich I've been invited to. A 'group' interview has me abit worried..still, chances are if I get this job I would end up hating it in a few months anyways so I really shouldn't sweat it.Check out that website with the link. 'Teen clothing for girls' Eh? I've been to this store, it's got some interesting stuff but most is rather slutty. Given my options I wouldn't really mind working in a clothing store. There's music playing, seems not too complicated. Someone wish me luck please!
I had a dream last night, an interesting one for a change. My house was on fire! Well, the fire started somewhere else & then moved on to my house, burning half of it. I tried to call the police, although I wasn't too sure if you actually call them when you need to get in touch with firemen, but ending up getting a message on my phone's screen..Something about Al Gore. Then I might have tried to call the operator, but it was too late by then. Looking inside at the damages, the rooms looked abit different but a good bit of my stuff was burned up. But I wasn't too bummed up, because most of the times in my dreams I can tell I'm dreaming. Mostly it made me think that I need to be careful about fire hazzards once I wake up.
I had a scarier dream before. Maybe I mentioned it before, one inwhich a burglar broke into my house. With no phone available I tried contacting the police through my computer (like I saw in 'Scary Movie'..which was spoofing the scene in 'Scream'..well, like I saw in both, but I remember the former better) but was unable to. I believe I ended up hiding in my closet then.
That dream made me try to see if I actually could reach the police via the internet, I really didn't see a site for that. But since then my sister did buy me a cell phone, so I can atleast prevent one nightmare.
YouTube has finally caught up with me! They've removed my 'Evolution of Dwangela' videos. Bit of a shame, because it took me awhile to collect all those clips, but atleast they didn't take off the ones that I put abit of creativity in (music videos, fake trailers, ect.). Or atleast not yet. (fearful) Or suspended my account.
I've found a really funny remixed video that I'd like to share:
This is clips from Kim Possible (which I've never actually watched) set to audio from the trailer to 'But I'm a Cheerleader' (which I have seen) rather funny & well done. Only it uses that damn catchy song 'Chick Habit' that I managed to get out of my head since watching 'Death Proof' but there it is again!
In other news, I've been working on a parody intitled Queen of the Ham inwhich I take screen captures from 'Queen of the Damned' movie & add stupid word balloons & occasionally other junk to make my own type of story. It may or may not be funny but I seemed to get amused but it enough.
I would like to get back to that now. Good night.
Posted by Sara @ 08:13 PM CST [Link]
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Why is it so damn cold in here?
I went out today. Got 2 cool (don't like using that word, but no other descriptive word comes to mind) shirts at Goodwill, $3.50 each, sweet. Hot Topic was having a nice sale, 50% off items that were already discounted. So I got new corset tops, one skirt (haven't worn a skirt in god only knows how long, but you never know..) & 2 horror pens (with Freddy & Jason on the top) for $30. I would take pictures to show you but I'm lazy & no one really cares anyways.
I'm not trying to act all mopey, I'm just telling it like it is.
It is very cold. I'm used to this but..
(puts purple arm warmers on)
You know, these ACTUALLY work..Here I was thinking they were just for fashion, but they kept my wrist/lower arm/hands warm today. But they make typing too hard, so off they go again.
(takes off)
What you are reading now should have been edited out.
Nails make it hard to type as well..Just saying.But back to what I was saying, no wait.
I did something different today. Normally, when I go to Carisle Pike road, I take abunch of backroads..Like my father would, which is the only way I remembered how to get there..following the extact roads he would take. Today, I simply drove farther on the highway & turn a turn when I thought Carisle Pike's exit was...Granted it turned out to be too early, but after a few minutes I found my way back onto where I wanted to go.
That may sound boring or not make sense (I'm not sure if half the things I write will make sense if anyone reads it) but it's a big deal for me. I'm scared of change, even small things..Even today, I was walking down a section of the mall, granted it's not a very big mall, but there was a section I had never walked fully down before. And wouldn't you know it, there were stores there I haven't seen before!! Now none of them seemed very interesting, and I didn't actually go inside but..
No, this can't sound very interesting at all.It's cold. Stupid farm house. Stupid room with one small heating rent over the closet door which can not close so all the heat goes into the stupid closet..
Maybe I should take everything outta the closet & make some kind of mini 'dark room' in there..Actually I've tried to do something like that before, in this room (my computer room where my action figures are hung) I put up some love beads & tried to nail dark curtains to the ceiling..(laughs alittle to myself)..I should have had a hand-drawn 'SARA'S SPACE, KEEP OUT!' for it all.
Still I would like some area where my parents (or actually just my mom, she's the snoopy one) could not get to..Hmmm..funny..sorta.
I have various posters hanging up, action figures, comics, movies stacked up, stuffed plushed toys arranged in piles..There are certain weird traits I don't hide, then there are some I do for whatever reason..Hmmm..I'm not sure why.
It's cold, I ain't exercising today. I'm not gonna take off my robe & put on exercising clothes..It's the cold's fault, not mine.
(slight sigh) - just breathing & thinking
Living in my head too much, I know. I always know. When I'm by myself or when no one is interacting (talking) with me I'll always go into that mode. Since I was alittle kid, when it was normal, I've just never grown out of it. I'm myself in these dreams in my head, but I've had adventures & I'm friendly with different people (mostly fictional) that I've obsessed about. We've talked so much, been though so much (in my head) I don't wanna say goodbye to them. My actual life, I can't deal with it.
It's too late to fix. I've realised at some point in this last year - I'm 24, I haven't had a real friend since I was about 12 - hence I've been by myself & in this state half my life. And, alcourse the first half I can't really remember much.
But I've blocked out most of my school memories. I don't think of them, never try to. It's forgotten as far as I've concerned.
On to more important matters (non-website related) I need to find a job (trying), I need to move out (ha!) and...That's a enough of a goal for now.
Oh, I do hate when my diary entries get all mopey & whiney. Still I wish someone could hear this..er, or I guess read this (same difference, right?)
Same Difference, there was this person on the old KOP forum by this username. She said she would send me various footage for free, just I would have to send $5 for shipping. She was friendly to me, she even called up my house (from California) once & chatted awhile. She never send me that footage. I hate it when people do that. Act friendly then..
There have been other people too..Another guy around the MJ forums, I believe he went by 'Magic Child', (I did know his real name by that's besides the point) we talked a good bit. Then he stopped. LOL, he was even gonna help me set up this site...Oh, no I won't say it, you wouldn't believe.
Another one, not connected to the MJ rounds, 'Dead Can Dance' was his username.
My memories are these people are fuzzy, but I do remember them. They acted friendly to me, talked to me for awhile & then stopped. I hate it when people do this. Give me false hope.
Enough for an entry.
Posted by Sara @ 05:50 PM CST [Link]
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
alright, here I am..with my update.
So some drama began on Friday, my uncle had called our house & asked about me staying over there. Originally I was gonna meet up with my sister & her husband on Saturday, to follow them over to my aunt/uncle/cousin's house (giving some excuse to my parents about my whereabouts) but now I would just tell them the truth, leaving out the fact I would be seeing their estranged daughter alcourse. But after some discussion, my parents decided they didn't WANT ME DRIVING out there..even if I was following my uncle (who I told I would be following).
There are reasons why I'm a very immature & inexperienced person in their mid-20s. But some of the blame has to go to things like this..
So I had to call my uncle back & arranged that he would simply pick me up very early in the morning. (My sister would be visiting around 11am & my uncle would be taking an older lady who he does chores/favors for grocery shopping about that time) Which turned out to be about 6:15am.
Our visit seemed to go fine. Now, days later, I'm struggling to remember anything memorable to bring up here. Well, one thing I wanted to tell someone:
I'M GONNA BE AN AUNT!!!!
Yeah, my sister's pregnant! I still can't believe that..it still hasn't computed in my head yet. Now, she sorta was before..but I believe it was something like an ectopic pregnanacy. I really think this one will go well, also I believe it will be a girl. Just because it seems like alot of my female relatives (on my mom's side) have mostly girls. I would really like to have someone to buy girly younger toys for again.
Beyond that, I remember my cousin & I played alot. More Monopoly, Dream Life - this game my sister bought for her, it's sorta like Sims for preteen girls, rather fun actually. I brought over my Simpsons movie dvd for all of us to watch.
Then on Sunday, well...we were planning on going to an early showing at the movies, when my dad called asking my uncle to help get his truck out, which was stuck in mud out in the fields (large area where crops are grown..we used to steal the corn to feed our chickens when I was younger). This would result in my parents fighting & argueing over the next few days. Based on my mom's attitude, my uncle even took me to the side (away from my cousin) & asked if I wanted to stay an extra day so I wouldn't be in the middle of all that. Which WAS nice, but I declined..I know to stay out of their way anyways.
But then eventually we did go to see Chipmunks and da Hood..er I mean, 'Alvin & the Chipmunks' which was actually pretty good!
I mean, who the hell came up with that above crappy poster?! They only became gansta chipmunks briefly after they left Dave & started to live with the EVIL music producters person. And then he lets them eat junk food, work all day & not sleep til they became exhausted..It was that point in the movie, when I thought he would give them coke or speed, (forgetting they don't do that in kid's movie..yet) but he gives them coffee instead..A GATEWAY drug.
But there's a happy ending & I'll be damned if music speeded up into chipmunk mode ain't catchy.
Then, after we toyed with the idea of sneaking into another theater, we went to to pet store & got to play with puppies. It's nice to get out, with people & do things. I'm really thankful for my aunt & uncle for this.
So here I am...working on my sites, still can not connect via FTP..And then I can't really contact my webhost for help because I'm IDed by my old email address & can't figure out my password..Oh, how I get by..I'll never know. I'm one of those people who should have been met with some avoidable accident & been killed/robbed/left for dead along time ago..Yet here I am, somewhat.
Did that last sentence make sense? I need to get out of here. Plus typing is hard on my nice long nails. I should start a career of eating bon-bons & watching soaps to protect them.
See you later.
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