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07/02/2008 Entry: "Can't decide"
New store officially opens tomorrow. Suppose to be busy as hell...for atleast the next several weeks or so. Had some vistors yesturday (who were given coupons for free foods/drinks), as well as a 'family hour' inwhich 2 immediant family members or close friends could come in for a free drink & samples. I was on register for the first 2 hours while it wasn't busy & then making drinks non stop for another 3. Then the rest of the night we were cleaning...
I've decided on the BJD doll I want...I'm just gonna start out with one (orignally I was gonna order the 2 I want from the same seller & save money, but I would feel better spending less money & completing one instead of having 3 nude bodies) it's rather cheap (compared with others) & comes with free eyes (choice of 5 available, hopefully one will be the ONE I need..otherwise they come out & I will require stuff to install a new pair in).
I've looked & found a wig that will fit my 'vision', a wig cap (to avoid stains & slipage) & a pair of pants & shirt. It's actually hard to find good clothes for a 1/4 bjd (or 45cm tall). Most are made for 1/3 sized (60-70cm) or the standard size of a Super Dollfie. The ones I'm looking towards buying are by 'Angel of Dreams'.
But here's the thing...I'm having a hard time allowing myself to buy this. I know I shouldn't. I WANT it, but I can't get the nerve to spend this money. I HAVE it, it's there. Just I can't...
It's guilt. That's what it is. I don't deserve this. Nothing this pricey I could possibly deserve.
Nontheless, it's confusing when I can't make myself do something..Just like my head's going in 2 different directions.
*editing this entry*
Okay. Know what I need? I need someone to TELL ME to buy this. I need direction, I usually can't do anything without that. Someone please tell me to do this!
It's HOTLINKIN' time!
Here's what I'd like to purchase: (It's HOTLINKIN' time!)
Nude bjd: http://i43.photobucket.com/albums/e398/servicebear/AOD/1-4%20doll/CHEN/DSC04492.jpg
Wig: http://i66.photobucket.com/albums/h244/skonline/wigs/m34.jpg?t=1197018455 (Inwhich I will then cut)
Shirt: http://i6.ebayimg.com/06/i/000/ec/06/d45a_1.JPG
Pants: http://i3.ebayimg.com/05/i/000/d3/69/8cf3_1.JPG
I'll admit the outfit is not too exciting, but I wanted a something cheap to start with & this particular..Well this doll is gonna have a personality, ya know? He's simple. He just gonna dress in simple black clothes. No shoes yet either. I ain't going that far yet, & hell I go around barefoot as much as I can, so why not my bjds?
