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04/18/2008 Entry: "insanity"
STRESSED
6:55pm. Still no word from the theater.
I made the mistake of asking my mom for the items she was suppose to give to my cousin (a Twister game, sweatshirt & some money in a card), she now has decided not to give anything to her niece, & so began another rant about my aunt & uncle.
She angrily brought up that my uncle didn't call (the home phone) about picking me up. I (again, mistakenly) informed her I called HIM up to arrange such details. Which led her onto a rant that I was focusing too much her 'Birthday party' on not on getting a job.
This is not true. And it did upset me enough that I did talk back alittle..Not that much, because my parents scare me, but just enough to leave her on a rampage to find my dad & bitch to him after I went back up to the safey of upstairs.
So they were down there badmouthing my aunt & uncle for awhile (because my mom now hates them again & my dad will follow my mom's lead to not upset her).
And here we are again. I will now have to sneak around to see both my sister & my aunt, uncle & cousin once again. Ironically, I remember things had just become patched up between them just BEFORE my cousin's LAST birthday..It just goes around in circles.
It could be worse, I know. Things could be a hell of alot worse. But believe me when I say that these things just kill me inside. I've seen my mom's insanities far too many times by now. And it's a pattern. My aunt told me their parerents were the same extact way. And keeps going on & on & I know it will get to the point where they will kick me out.
I try to stay out of their way, I really do! They need not pretend I'm here. I should be working, I know, no one's hiring me, so I stay up here most of the day.
There's no way to get out of here. No way I can see anyways.
Replies: 2 comments
Ooooh it's today your birthday, right? Sorry, I'm scatterbrained...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! :D Hope you're having a fun day despite your fairly weird family.
I do have a birthday present for you but it's still sitting on my table waiting for some changes to be made. So you'll get it late... my birthday presents are always late anyway. *cough*
Posted by Clarissa @ 04/20/2008 03:29 AM CST
Hello, me again... I've put your present online so you can see it... since you won't get it for a while... yeah so it's here: http://myowndamn.biz/archives/308
Posted by Clarissa @ 04/20/2008 05:37 AM CST
