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03/16/2008 Entry: "Life goes on."
Oh...life goes on.
Nothing has changed much 'round here.
Tomorrow's 'Saint Patrick's Day'. Celebrating the Irish &/or excuse to get drunk. I believe I do have some Irish in my white-trash makeup. But if there's no mail tomorrow, I'm washing my hands upon the whole freakin' holiday.
Insane celebs are the most entertaining. Example A:Video of Tom Cruise singing & dancing aboard a Scientology cruise ship on his bday. Make what you want of that, but I think he did a pretty preformance of '"Old Time Rock and Roll."..And he does the WORM. How many people do you know that can dance the worm?!
Job searching is looking worse & worse..And sadly I do sorta miss working at the ole soul-crushing-hellhole of my video store. Maybe if that head guy who makes my skin crawl wasn't working with stores, I'd go back.
I wish I had something more interesting to add here. Well, I did have some dreams I could recall after waking up recently. Not too interesting or telling me anything I didn't already know, but I did have another one today requarding our house being on fire. 2nd one in a few months. I think it's trying to tell me something.
Description on: Dreamsleep.net
Psychological Meaning: Fire destroys but it also cleanses and purifies. It can illuminate but also cause pain. Its energy is a potent symbol of eternal life or eternal damnation. Fire is a powerful yet ambivalent dream symbol.
In dreams, it can signal a new beginning, spiritual illumination, sexual passion or disruptive emotions such as the flames of passion or envy. For example, to dream of a house burning down or a forest fire warns that you are consumed by passions. Consider whether your emotions are getting out of control and whether you need to calm the flames. Are you being a hothead? Or perhaps you have a ‘fiery’ temper? Be careful or your ‘burning’ passion may spark a ‘flaming’ argument!
That's abit true..I don't express much emotion or passion outwardly, but I do feel it at times. Perhaps abit more strongly now..Hard to say. Either way, there has never been much of an outlet for any of these feelings...Well, maybe HERE.
But even here, I keep some things from you. I don't know you afterall, & by default do not really trust you.
Nothing personal.
Still...would you like to be my friend? LOL..That doesn't actually make me 'laugh out loud' but it does make me smirk alittle bit. If you are reading this &/or have my read my words for awhile, I'll consider you a friend. Just don't actually refer to me as a 'friend' - I won't know how to react & will become very uncofortable. Or expect me to interact with you, I really can't at this point. Just know that if you listen to me, I'm touched by your kindness & wish you the best in life.
That above paragraph is so....Just wrong/pathetic/stupid. But that's how I feel.
See, one bad thing about this blog is sooner or later I get away from describing my stupid life & into these patches of insane ramblings. THIS is why I can't express myself to people!
Til next time.
