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03/10/2008 Entry: "I need that carefree feelin'"
I need that carefree feeling. That feeling that what other ppl must feel..Idontknow.
So much of what I do is planned out, actually it's required to be so.
One should never go anywhere without packing & planning days in advance.
One should leave with enough time to arrive early at a destination.
What I would like to do, is just go out & drive at night.
There really won't be anyone else out there. Far as I know, there's not many place open at night.
I could just drive around, slow if I need to, see where different stores out. Possibly drive down roads I never had the guts to take.
But I would need to wait til my parents were both asleep. I would have to worry about them catching me going out or coming in. Asking questions.
But maybe when it's warmer, I'll do this.
I really hope I can get hired somewhere soon...If for nothing else, atleast to have an excuse to buy stuff..
My dad has brought up 'having my own place' twice in about the last week. It's not like I'm much of a hassel really, I keep to myself, pay my rent & am out of sight most of the time. We just don't get along, my dad & I..That's the only problem.
Decides, you have 2 daughters. It's hard to estrange the one, then drop the 'dud' one off in the streets because she can't support herself on her own...Or that you told her to quit her job. Or that you said you would help her find a 'suitable' job after she quit her present one, and yet don't do so.
You hear the phrase "born losers," well, that's just my case..
Anyhoo..what else is there to discuss?
I wish it were morning. I'm hungry, I would like to eat breakfast. Still it's only 12am. I should go to sleep to get to this goal sooner.
Good night.
