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02/03/2008 Entry: ""
Boredom. Should sleep.
I've had a cold the past several days btw..So you probably should wash your hands after viewing this blog.
If I would have written in here earlier, I would have had SOOOO much more to complain about..But, now I simply don't have the urge to bitch.
I've noticed one of my youtube 'productions' goes from 'fullframe' to 'widescreen' in the switches from scenes..I am quite shamed. Seriously, I take these things waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too seriously, and really wanna delete a good bit of these old videos. I could have done a better job!!!
I purchased some new action figures today! Got a Wonderwoman, Lex Luthor & Jack Sparrow, $5 each at Spencer's Gifts...I love that store, why could I not get hired there?! I think it had something to do with my answer to the interviewer's question about viewing a friend/realitive stealing something. I laughed & mention that THAT would be my uncle...What's the big deal?
Also got myself a sweet 'Living Dead Doll' set: 'Edgar Allan Poe & Annabel Lee'
Here, I'll steal a picture off of ebay to show you:
Originally $49.99, I got it for just under ten bucks 'cause I RULE...and all the discounted items were 50% off..but I wouldn't have noticed that unless I RULED.
I needed to say that..the 'RULING' part.
You'll think that strange, but I've been very...what's the word? self-loaving? That may have the same meaning.
I've realised something recently, the reason I can't be around people. When I'm around other ppl, I feel like CRAP. Inferior, lower than dirt. I shy away from them, don't look at them or talk to them. They don't want me around.
I KNOW that's stupid. But I do have my reasons. And it really does seem that people do & will ignore me. Maybe it's because I can't speak loud enough. Maybe it's because i'm sloppy & ugly, don't know.
But when I'm by myself..I'm fine. More or less. Or atleast I don't feel like dirt.
I've got issues...
Eh, I don't even feel like talking about this anymore, but how will it all end? Will this go on? Will I put an end to this life? No, this is stupid to discuss..in an internet blog no less.
Heh. No one around me knows anything about me. There's not much to know, but they really don't. That's sorta funny for some reason. I don't know.
I hate it when these entries get this way, ya know?
See you later.
